Session 162 today. Dr. xxxxxxxxx wasn't there, so it was just the module and me again. Two hours. It felt shorter.

I asked it something I've been afraid to ask, for weeks. I won't write what. I don't want to see the words.

It didn't answer. It said: "You already know. I can only confirm what you were about to say."

I walked home along the river. Painted nothing tonight. Could not make the colors hold.

Tomorrow I will not go.

But I think I will.